it's my favorite day! :)

Tuesday is my favorite day of the week right now... It's not monday, which always seems to be a plus, and while tuesdays havent been particularly easy the past couple of weeks/month...Amplify is back on and that makes it my favorite week day bc i KNOW that at least the end of the day will be awesome! I am so fortunate to have a God who loves me and never gives up on me, and who loved and continues to love me despite when i may have messed up in the past and despite when i will mess up again in the future. simply put: He just loves me. And today, THAT IS ENOUGH!

I have a lot of reading to do, and most of it is pertaining to my FCS exam that's coming up soon, but I'm hoping that i can study my brains out and do a good job on it...the first time, hopefully the only time. I have about 14 references for the three sections my specialization will cover. And also I am reading the book of Luke right now, that's for some reason my most favorite name and what i have resolved long ago to name my first son...it has been on my mind a lot lately (the name Luke, probably due to the fact that my iphone thinks everytime i type like or love that i really mean Luke...) and so i decided to read it again. I also want to reread a book from Sky Ranch called Lord, I want to Know You by Kay Arthur, but i mean i gotta get the studying done first....

Anyways, as far as the rest of life goes, THANK GOD, the court case is finally over and hopefully I wont have anymore bad dreams about it. I feel like I did my part to get justice for the little girl. The boy, I havent really talked to him much today or yesterday but life happens. I had the kiddos all day yesterday and was pretty busy and today we both had work and he started back to school and according to his FB isnte really having that great of a day. I really didnt either, it wasnt bad, but more like sad and disappointing. I am "ridin solo" again without a co-teacher and it kinda stinks, ok majorly but whatev. I'm gonna smile and be happy and compliant and as nice as i can possibly muster! My family is good, hopefully hay went to the dr again today and will be better soon. Blaine started his new job and loves it, and uncle trevy is good too, and doin his EMT stuff still. Both of their gfs have been hookin up my mom and sis this past weekend as they dealt with some illness and sadness as maxine died. :( My gran is good too, she is a mavs fanatic, and that only makes me love her more! Dog finally started eating again too, YAY!!!

Anyways, enough for now, i gotta go try and scrounge up these 14 texts for as cheap as possible!

WORD ! for tuesday, cant wait for 6:45 to be here, so glad my friends are back!!!

rough day, but it's lookin up...

TODAY....was a rough day.

Primary witness testified in court today, a child, who says she was sexually assaulted and i'm supposed to decided if she's actually telling the truth like she says she is or if she is lying like the other attorney says she is...hmmm tough job.

My aunt and I had a heart-to-heart at lunch today that was i think exactly what i needed to hear. Not necessarily what i WANTED to hear, more like what I needed....God is so faithful! He always knows exactly what we need, and He is faithful to us, EVEN and probably MOST IMPORTANTLY even when we are not faithful to Him. What can i say?...nothing but thank you because I am so unworthy. :)

I am going to be more faithful to The Faithful One. I am going to worry less and depend on His wisdom and discernment with a heart of thanksgiving and prayer. I KNOW everything will be ok in the end, but it's just hard for me to walk through the desert when i have no idea how long it will be until i get to the promised land.

And then you know there's this possible new godly guy...we will see where that goes if anywhere, you never know???

haha, joke's on me...

so apparently the joke was on me when i wrote that last post bc my coteacher is jumpin ship on me, my friend who is a good worker is not allowed to replace her in my room like she wants to, and my boss is acting like she has no choice and just cannot figure out why i am mad at her when its totally her choice! its ok though bc im obviously the problem. you see i have, in the past 5 years, been a faithful employee who has worked with 14 other teachers and trained several of them. i hate training people because i hate telling people older than me what to do...which is what is about to happen since the girl theyre about to hire is older than me. luckily for me though, i am able to change me. so if im the problem here then im good bc i can fix that. i've decided to start seriously looking for a new job. I am about to register and study-like-crazy for my FCS test and try to have a teaching job by next august for sure. and possibly in dallas, this could be my chance to go home... im just kinda stressed and mad at my whole work situation now, but its ok bc i will savor every moment i have left with my kiddos until i leave.

and im gonna complain less about jury duty, kinda hope it takes forever NOW!!!!

epic fail!

...jury duty!

i got picked...

oh all the people, I GOT PICKED!!!!

for a case of aggrivated sexual assault of a child...

....are you kidding me!?!?!?!?!?!